A Slight Bad Mood
I am in a bad mood.
Maybe it's because my freakin' life has completely changed.
Maybe it's because I can't handle flash photography.
Maybe it's because someone pointed out that my wedding photos will be very difficult if flashes cause seizures. (hadn't occured to me until she brought it up!)
Maybe it's because I'm surrounded by moody girls.
Maybe it's because I've studied too much today.
Maybe it's because my English prof is making me do the exam in a seperate room because of my "condition".
Maybe it's because I'm tired of studying.
Maybe it's because I've been surrounded by too much estrogen for far too long.
Maybe it's because I feel like a freak.
Maybe it's because I'm mad at God.
Maybe it's because I'm afraid.
Maybe it's because everyone around me is afraid.
Maybe it's because people treat me differently, even if they don't mean to.
Maybe it's because I'm worried about the side effects of the pills I have to take.
Maybe it's because I haven't been able to give my fear over to God.
Maybe it's because I'm tired of hearing what I can't do.
Maybe I'm hurt.
Maybe because I'm stressed.
I'm tired.
(mes pensees de 9:18 p.m. ont provoqué
8 commentaires)
8 commentaires:
yeah i am going to go out on a limb and wonder if yo are stressed? hmmmm tough question i read the list and i can at least solve one of the problems i can give you a shot of sunshine testostirone to cancell out all that estergan contact me about when and how you want to recive this breakthrew in science.
9:49 p.m.
hey if you ever just want to talk or hang give me a shout
ps i got my conch periced true story
12:11 a.m.
Hey Hun,
sometimes life sucks and it sucks what is happening to you. And I wouldn't worry about the wedding photos thing, who would say that, if it's sunny outside you don't need a flash. You can do this. I love you.
11:54 a.m.
It's ok to yell at God, he can take it. The psalms are filled with it. Violent prayer is often the best.
- Peace
12:20 p.m.
Hey guess what? I love you. lol... I completely know where you're coming from with the fact that everyone around you is stressed... Girls take finals way to seriously. lol... Silly girls. And you just have to have your wedding outside. :P It's nicer to have outdoor weddings anyways. Oh I just looked out my window and saw the snow... Have you looked outside lately? Ok well... I should probably be studying French but yeah... I needed a break and turns out I'm slightly addicted to your blog. lol... It's like I talk you everyday. And now I am going to go find you and give you a hug... Love you lots!!
1:32 p.m.
Ok I couldn't find you... So if you read this, come find me. I owe you a hug. :P (Only if you want one. lol)
1:34 p.m.
i love you and you are my favourite no matter what. i thank God for putting you in my life and you are beautiful and important and God gets so excited everytime he thinks about you. nothing will ever change who you are to me.
<3
Hebrews 11:1
"Now faith is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see"
Be certain that God is right beside you every minute of every day.
<3 cheer up darlin. smile. :)
shelley
1:40 p.m.
just wanted to add my love and echo what dave said. sometimes it all makes very little sense . . . yell and scream, but don't do anything that closes doors to healing.
you know i'm prayin', right?
7:51 p.m.
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